Soooo its been a while lovelies! I've had a crazy month, which started with quitting a job, a plane flight home, getting to volunteer at the amazing chrysalis event, a plane trip to hawaii, and a 23rd birthday! All in the first 6 days of the month! Now the month is nearly over and I have to say that it was one of the most amazing months of my life!
The only thing that was missing from this month was birthday cake/excitement. You know what I did on my birthday? Wait for hours at an airport, sit in an airplane for 4.5 hours, eat a lame "japanese" dinner, and then watch my friend study. Pretty lame right? That's when you know you're getting old...when birthdays blend into the rest of the days. Well this year was a fluke...I secretly thought my friend would have some fun plans planned...but I am the planner of the bunch so next time if I want something I will just have to do it myself. And next year's birthday will definitely be big FUN!
But I still had a great month...and now have been back in singapore for a week and you know what? I'm actually happy! And maybe because everyday at my last job was a mix of angst, terror and boredom, but wow I forgot normal, no intense anxiety life felt like. I am sooo relieved everyday when no one gets scolded...and I think my old job made me paranoid! I have this fear that someone is going judge everything I do, raid my computer history, and talk about me in some foreign language. But my new job is just so amazing. (Although I secretly wonder if I think its sooo super great or if its just a million times better than my old job.)
Anyways a longer update is coming soon! Once I find my camera cord! I know its in my giant suitcase somewhere...until next time, xxoo!
Thursday, June 3, 2010
To start off the week, I thought that I had the possibility of moving home for good...and even went so far as to talk about the car my parents would get me for my eminent move home. Then, mid-discussion i found out that my long awaited employment pass was approved! I waited four weeks to see if Singapore would allow me to work somewhere else...a job that I will call my dream job (if only it were in America).
The next day I went to work and resigned...and to my surprise it wasn't as terrible as I thought it would be! I thought I would get yelled at and bullied, but to my surprise the person who terrified me the most durinng my tenure was actually understanding. And my ex-employers let me resign on the spot...its so strange to go into work one day and the next day you are no longer an employee...it all went down so fast.